The Flow of Power: Phoenix Rising

The flow of power has shifted. Where once I had no control over myself and my own destiny, I am now back in total control. I feel like a giant weight has been lifted off my shoulders and I am once again free to make choices and decisions based entirely on what I want to do and not on what other people percieve and think.

I don't know what came over me this weekend, but something definately changed. I feel revitalised, and I went out and di something about it. I feel energised and ready once again to meet the world with open eyes. Once more I can see.

I had a great time this weekend, and it wasn't for what I did, it was really for what I didn't do, and that was worry. I can't remember a time when I sat at home and didn't think about what was going on somewhere else in town. I just relaxed and actually enjoyed myself for the first time in a long time. I think that finally I have control once again of how I feel and how I think...

No more heartache and pitiful self-loathing for me... I think that instead of self-destructing, like I thought I would, I've freed the fires of my soul so that I can fly once again.

I think it's time for the second Rise of the Fallen Phoenix. My second Reign has come again...

"Fact of life (so sad, but true), love can often hurt you, leaving scars most
your life (Nightmares can haunt). But fairy tales of love can come true, both
play tricks on your mind. (You'll be fine, take this time, find your peace of
mind) Sooner or later, bad feelings will die. You must be strong, don't blame it
all on love. In time good feelings will come. I've seen it time and time again,
it's not worth it. No. Don't be down and miserable. You, and only you, can bring
yourself around. Give it up, turn it loose. If he don't want you, you don't need
him." -En Vogue

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