The Candle Flickers: A Sense of Dread

I'm just crossing my fingers that this retarded compy can handle writing a post without completely crashing before I can finish. I have a lot to do today, so I really don't have the time to be doing this. I can only think of one way to cover so much ground in a small amount of time. It's vague, but I have no real choice.

This week:

• One person opened a door for me that led me down a path I shouldn't have ever taken. I didn't know at the time, and I don't think they did either, but the path most travelled appears to be the most dangerous.
• One person showed me exactly how they felt this week, and showed me that the people I consider my friends may not be where it all ends. This person's gentle nature showed me that I may need to reassess a few relationships. Insect indeed.
• One person proved to me that they really do care about me in a way I'm still only really coming to grips with. This person can expect to have a fairly intense conversation with me next time I see them. I have a lot to say.
• One person showed me a flash of desperation so deep and filled with despair that I finally got a glimpse of exactly what they have been trying to tell me for so long. This scared me, but ultimately, I don't think things will change.
• One person has shown me the true facets of thier personality, giving me a glimpse into a cornucopia of different emotions. It feels like interactions with this person are like walking through an emotional mindfield, but thats half the fun. Intrigued as always, I plunge headfirst into the depths.
• One person has shown me this week that life is precious, and that a candle can be extinguished at any time with little warning. Given a chance, I would love to help this person, but I don't know that I can.

Ok folks, you guys can comment, question and rip all of these apart as you like, but for now, I won't talk about any of them until I have a chance to discuss them all in detail. A request as well. No more anonymous posts. I like to know who says what. I don't want to scare you into not posting on here, but I don't like not knowing who reads this. Therefore, from now on, all anon comments will be deleted as soon as I find them. If your not comfortable identifying yourselfs on the site, just email me. Anyone who should be reading this has my email anyways, it's not that hard folks.

In the words of an inspiration of mine.

"Laugh Often, Live Well and Love Much" - Tyrael.

FallenPhoenix