Losing Ground - Everything Falling Apart

A lot happened in 2016. I'd finally worked my way through to having good adult friends who shared my hobbies and had my back. My older friendships were still present and welcome parts of my life, and I'd finally found a job I enjoyed and was financially stable.

But as things tend to do in this process, things fell apart. The company I worked for collapsed, my friendship group imploded due to interpersonal issues and I had a brain related health scare that led to a long recovery and feelings of intense loneliness and introspection.

I remember during this time, I would spend long periods of time trapped on my balcony, staring out at the city at night.

The song takes a darker turn, I'm sorry, but this was a challenging time for me, and I didn't have a lot of light to look for or rely on. Everyone was busy with their own lives.

I remember the endless empty beautiful nights. And I remember the feelings. This is where my youth started to feel distant and the colours really started to fade.

10. Losing Ground